I like to sleep under a bunch of blankies which is highly problematic when the house isn’t freezing. I’ve also had breathing problems since I was little. I wouldn’t be surprised if my cause of death is suffocation or over heating. It takes me forever to sleep when I’m home because my mum likes to turn off the AC and I have to wait for it to turn back on in order to sleep. I hate sleeping alone. I also sleep with a small light on at all times. There a many factors from my previous years which have cause these sleep problems. I usually don’t sleep well unless I sleep during the day or when someone is sleeping next to me….preferably Mickey. I know most of these problems are just in my head, but still. It would be nice to sleep peacefully more often.
I hate when I’m tired, but I can’t fall asleep (especially when I really need to). Then I get sad because I miss him and he isn’t here sleeping next to me.
I’m at Lowes with my mum. We walked outside to the Gardening section. My mum pushed the cart out to this sunny area and was browsing. I didn’t think anything of it but yawned and walked along the side that was shaded. My mum chuckled and called me a little vampire lol :3
I never thought I would experience it, but I did just awhile ago and I am fucking terrified to go back to sleep. I just remember laying on my side and something had its arms around me and was squeezing me. I was getting dizzy and tried to scream but nothing came out and I couldn’t breathe. I heard it say, “Hello…” and I started to panic even more. I felt it’s arm. It was smaller than me, boney and cold. I finally woke up and my whole body was tingling and I was trying to catch my breath. I probably won’t be going back to sleep for a good while.
